i once voluntarily gave up all my possessions. i mean all of them. just put them out in public. took a while, had to do several different loads. stuff i loved. stuff id had since i was a kid. then went voluntarily homeless for about eight years. now im an activist. before that i went to usc (on scholarship). now im also a stock trader (retail, but sucking at it. lost a lot of money so far). am i good or bad??? i dont want to be badddddd i tried so hard to be good; what if im rich somehow so im bad??? fuck i fucked it all up somehow if so