Do you start to see results right away, or are things slow at first?

It’s slow. Super slow. I have questioned the efficacy multiple times, but still after months of hard work on my part there was some progress. It was hard to see but there was some progress.

What’s it like? Is it warm and fuzzy, or cold and analytical?

It’s not warm. It’s not fuzzy. It’s not cold, and it’s not analytical.

There will be a lot of empathy, and just like medicine, that has a bitter taste, there will be pain, but it will be good for you. Best description I could provide is a scenerio where you need to perform a surgery on yourself but the best surgeons of the world have come up with a procedure to save you but they are on the phone. You can’t put yourself under anesthesia, but you have time to learn how to be a surgeon by practising on yourself.

There is one unreleased exploit (As far as I am aware) that one could wait for the release in some undetermined amount of time.

“There are emerging studies about AI induced psychosis[1], and there is a possibility to go psychotic even if one doesn’t have pre-conditions to become one. I would like to be cautious with the danger, like with cigaretes or Thalidomide. You never know how it might be dangerous.”

[1] https://arxiv.org/pdf/2507.19218

I will grieve for a bit, and I will adapt. Humans can get used to anything.

I have been in similar situation but without the chronic illness. What has worked for me:

1. Maximise time outside. Try group activities, where people can take care of you if something happens, and give your a rides to and from meeting spot. Check if library or other institution has some sort of help program.
2. Get money. Find a job you can do. Any job wil do.
3. Move out asap.

The first step to heal is to not be in danger.

I hope for your success. I have walked through hell, and somehow I survived. All this effort was worth it.

You find out […] you have sever social anxiety.

I go outside to become better regardless of fediverse.

Break the system so hard that you need to reinstall the system.

Blender is cool but without a lot of guidance it is impossible to use. Blockbench is easier, and they could figure out how to put their creation inside Minecraft.

Pivot animator but it would need to run under wine/proton

Make a song, I would look into bosca ceoil blue and audacity.

Make a short movie

For real this time:

Drag and drop

Copy paste

Select multiple things

Compress and decompress archive

Google something

Find home on the map

Listen to a song.

Send email.

Take a photo with built-in camera and screenshot.

Take a backup

Share a file over the network.

Make terminal go brrrrrr du / (cowsay, lolcat and cmatrix are also fun)

Input an emoji

Change wallpaper, enable wobbly windows and THE CUBE

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anemometer

Having this “backstory” (for lack of a better term), is what drives me forward, without those memories, like if I get a concussion and forgot everything, I wouldn’t really be… well… “me” anymore

Emotional memories is how we develop a sense of self. So if you are really attached to who you are then it will be terryfing to loose who you are.

But we can do really wacky stuff with our memories. We can delude ourselfs into makeing new false memories or misremembering them.

Also you constantly get new memories and change who you are, so you aren’t the same person as you were years ago.

I have grown up without that sense of self and I had to sculpt one from the ground up. So I am not really terrified of loosing the sens of self as I can make one once again. It will be different but it will still be ME.

Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe Skip Button. It filled me with so much dread.

Getting hugged in VR chat during the pandemic.

Scenario 1: For me it won’t be a matter of friendship or liking me. It would be a matter of duty. I would have a duty to save myself. Scenario 2: Oh…

Wallpaper engine with plugins

Definitely not. I am playing timeguesser and there is distinct change pre 2020 and post 2020

I usually change mine once a year. Currently I have Coffe by supersister

!goodnewseveryone@piefed.social

They didn’t come out yet, but yeah. I have 9th top tooths, not bottom tho. I did find out twice. I had xray but forgot about it after the first time.

1. I can produce rumbling sound inside my ears
2. I have extra pair of teeth

What will you do if you overcompensate?

Drive My Car

Sometimes the idea of doing something is more appealing than actually doing something.

Usually I just let go of the desire as daydreaming isn’t something I want to spend my time doing.